All perfect praise be to Allah, The Lord of the Worlds. I testify that there is none worthy of worship except Allah, and that Muhammad is His slave and Messenger.
This situation is nothing but whispers, so you have to get rid of them by repelling them and not paying any attention to them.
You do not fall into disbelief or disobedience due to these whispers.
However, you have to avoid giving in to them because giving in to them will lead you to a great evil.
But if you consult a trustworthy psychologist, then this is good.
For more benefit, please refer to Fataawa 379081, 381213 and 384538.
Allah knows best.