Shaykh, I am ruined! I cannot pray. I don't know how to solve my problem and nothing is working for me. Whenever I pray I become confused; I forget what Salaah I am praying, I forget if I am praying the first Rak'ah or the 4th, I become confused as to if I am reciting Al-Faatihah or Al-Ikhlaas. This is for every Salaah. And Allaah knows these problems only occur in matters to do with religion. Is this because of my sins? What can I do to change this situation?
All perfect praise be to Allaah, The Lord of the Worlds. I testify that there is none worthy of worship except Allaah, and that Muhammad is His slave and Messenger.
First of all, you should know, dear brother, that you are Islamicly obliged to perform the prayer, and Allaah did not overburden His slaves with something beyond their scope, and you are able to perform it with the help of Allaah.
Nonetheless, some people find it difficult to perform the prayer for many reasons among which are:
Therefore, we advise you to observe the obligatory prayer in congregation and think that you are standing before Allaah, and you should endeavour to ponder on the verses which you recite and on the mention of Allaah that are recited at the end of the prayer. In this case, you would find tranquility and peace while performing the prayer, Allaah willing. Besides, you should endeavour to supplicate Allaah to open your heart and repel the whispers of the devil from you.
For more benefit, please refer to Fatwa 82335.
Allaah Knows best.
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